久未放晴的天空 依舊留著的笑容你

day has gone by so fast. I had a nice dream yesterday wished it was real. Cal 2 test was easy and fast looking forward for weekend already hahahha

Empty day

Slept late at nite about 130-2, It was raining so hard (530 am)that I woke up by the sound of the thunders. Good thing i woke up i remembered that I didnt fully close the sun roof. running outside with just underwear on. Didnt sleep well after that until 730 i got up to take a bath.

Church as usual, then to Yes cafe didnt have volleyball kind of not happy about tht.

Dont know when I saw her I felt the sensed of cold. Something is wrong some where I know it. sigh....

Sigh

What a way to end a day.. Coming back home, a dreadful voicemail left on my cellphone.
Comin back getting nag again. I didnt felt good today. I needed to go out as my friend wanted to see me. I knew shouldnt be out. but then again its hard to say "No".

Painful reminder they give me week in week out now. Sigh I trully regret what I have done, wish I can turn back time and do things the correct way.
Painful feeling can be felt at my chest this burden i bring onto my sleep.

My First Time

Had a Korean BBQ party, not bad. She looks so pretty yesterday. We didnt speak much. I think she knows how I feel about her.
Im feeling dreadful after yesterday. I felt really really cold.