Monday, November 05, 2007

Thanks

Thanks for coming down

It takes so long , so much energy ... i know because i drive a lot too. Thanks for coming back .. for 3 straight weeks ... I know you work so hard so we can see each other every weekend. I know you didnt have to do that but you did and I love you so much for that... cant wait to see you this weekend again.

Lion

Saturday, November 03, 2007

THings changed...

So many months has passed, yes im not a regular blogger.

Many things has happend, so much so i was surprised.
First of all i became fellowship leader, something i wouldnt have expect my entire life. Since I became fellowship leader I put on a more serious face, friendly face and carry the burden to try to lead the fellowship into better spiritual growth. Many things have to consider, many things has to be debate, amny advise has to be listen, hopefully im doing the right thing and leading the fellowship into the right direction.

As for my personal life, many things happened too.

Many things i have learnt, who to trust, who can not be trusted. Who is buddy for life and who is not. How feelings can be a lie too. How when u think u trying to do a right thing, ending up people said u nosed too much and hate you. Next time just do not care about anything, except for those you REALLY REALLY care about.

Finally I found my love, yes it was crazy 2 weeks. I have only met not too long ago. Trully in love wit her
realised dont need to say much. She is the one for me. Not too tight, enough for me to catch a breath sometimes but willing to play cuddle and loving couple when we are together. Doesnt complain tht im not always wit her. Probably this is how we keep things afresh. Doesnt need me to hang on the phone 24/7 but still loving when i needed too. Love me for who I am I dont need to be super good /gentle man meaning i dont need to strech myself. Loving her more the moment i wake up thr is a kiss, a good morning kiss. Breakfast is ready, room is well tided. Although doesnt need her to do those, but she did it and i love her for that too. Talked about our future together, even started on talking about "Little Lionel" haha some wat surprise me too.

But for who i am today. I dont think i will go to the end. I will want to save some for later. Hope she will understand.

Loving and happy crazywildman