As time goes by.. looking back
As time goes by.. younger people come into the group.. i am already getting old
As time goes by.. i have not achieve anything yet
As time goes by.. realizing its just a disappointment
When a person sees himself is a disappointment .. i think that is the lowest he can get.
Sigh...
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Thursday, October 09, 2008
30 days
i like this song...
側田 - 三十日 (Background Music)
曾逐晚倒數 為見您準備
願您快點 又與我一起
寂寥足足一個月 由電話減少距離
而徧徧竟不知 怎說起
是太想念您 超過了預期
只想可擁著您 然後吻您 讓您驚喜
由這一分鐘 我一生 就只有您
明日縱使不堪 阻不到我用心愛您
讓我終於都明瞭 明白您比生死重要
連話語 也沒法盛載得起
I’ll give my life to be near you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this Earth today
讓我終於不動搖 這改變因您
原諒我卻試過傷害您
逐秒擴張 惦記您滋味
合上眼睛 像與您一起
為何分開一個月 如在孤島給隔離
尋不到飛得走的客機
是太想念您 超過了預期
張開手保護您 遊歷世界 讓您驚喜
由這一分鐘 我一生 就只有您
明日縱使不堪 阻不到我用心愛您
讓我終於都明瞭 明白您比生死重要
連話語 也沒法盛載得起
I’ll spend my life here beside you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this Earth today
讓我終於不動搖 這改變因您
如若您欠信我的力氣
我唱這首歌 為您
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Tree...
In the spring, green leaves grew on trees. Beautifying our enviroment. As season pass from spring to summer. The summer heat made the plants struggle to survive. Now fall is here, the green leaves' work is done they begin to turn brown and drop but they did thier job. Do we still remember the green grass after it has done its duties.
I have done mine, as expectedly I fall too, but I didnt know I will fall in emotion too
I have done mine, as expectedly I fall too, but I didnt know I will fall in emotion too
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Everythings worth.
How do we put a value on something doesn't have a price tag?
How do judge how important something is to us?
Should we be conservative?
Should we just settle for something we have?
Or risk losing something for something else we dream of?
Should we rather lose something but at least we try chasing our dream.
If we fall in life, be glad we are living a life.
Stand back up, we walk high from then on.
If we dont do wrong, we never learn
How do judge how important something is to us?
Should we be conservative?
Should we just settle for something we have?
Or risk losing something for something else we dream of?
Should we rather lose something but at least we try chasing our dream.
If we fall in life, be glad we are living a life.
Stand back up, we walk high from then on.
If we dont do wrong, we never learn
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Amazing
How we are mad and refuse to talk to anyone.
But God came in mysterious places to teach you things and leave u amuse how he works.
He works at odd time of the day when i was busy he gave me hints of what I should do regarding of fellowship. When I was mad of someone, he gave me reminder of what I should not do.
Dear Father in Heaven,
Thank you for hearing my prayers
In Jesus name I pray
Amen
But God came in mysterious places to teach you things and leave u amuse how he works.
He works at odd time of the day when i was busy he gave me hints of what I should do regarding of fellowship. When I was mad of someone, he gave me reminder of what I should not do.
Dear Father in Heaven,
Thank you for hearing my prayers
In Jesus name I pray
Amen
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Trips, humans ... Time flies
There was so many things happenned after the last post.
Trip to Corpus Christi, was rainy but we are the sun shine the Corpus Christi needs,
Day -1, We drove from Gary's house to College Station. The FUN-V started it journey. The journey takes about 3.5 hours but it was fun in the car, it didnt feel that long. We ate at TGI the fun n laughter we had as if we had drink a little.
Day 1, We were awake by 1+ am, so as planned we move out at 4am to my surprise we manage to get out by sharp 4 am. The drive there were pretty scary (there were no lights), didnt know texas has this much uphill n downhill. Then again Joe manage well with the roads. The journey there were fairly smooth after the hills portion. ariving 7 am, we had what-a-burger for breakfast. We went back to the motel to relax a little while waiting for the slight rain to stop.
The motel was fairly decent but there were better motel with the same price. Took a little nap, havent been sleeping too good lately so it will be a quick charge. Next stop, the beach. The beach were pretty dissapointing as wat i had imagine in my mine, not much better than galveston then again been so long didnt go to the beach. Corpus Christi will do for now. There were Sun, Beach but no Beach girls. I guess they have to work o well. The beach were full with Jellyfish, then again we still swim a little. Those little jelly fish wont stop us from having fun. Throwing everyone into the sea. Sorry for being a little too rough. For lunch we had Thai Spice. Absolutely rubbish. Thai food?? The only thing good about the restaurent was the enviroment other than tht. DO NOT ENTER worst business ever conducted. Expensive everything to the water. Food were so bad it cannot be describe.
In the evening we went on to USS Lexington a WWII aircraft carrier. It was a nice after the museum trip I was dead tired. We had dinner at Pier 99, the food was ok. Margarita was weird, but it helped me sleep.
Day 2, started 4 am we woke up to catch the sunrise. We had to walk pass the USS lexington, suddenly a van rush by came down 4 military looking personal. Asking what we were doing. Didnt expect an old aircraft carrier still heavily protected. We didnt see the sunrise as it was cloudy day. Denny's for breakfast. We decided to visit Padre Island it was 20 mins away from where we from. The beach had much finer sands. But at the end we did not go down cos it was raining, the waves were too strong.
In the afternoon it finally stop raining and we went to have fun again on the beach. I had tits and bird bird on the beach. At the end of the day I was left wit a cut on my feet and it was really deep. But it healed now.
We went for dinner shopping, we decided to have dinner in Joe's Crab. And it was the best meal we have in Corpus Christi.
Day 3, Eating spree.
Dim Sum in the morning 11 am. Egg Tart-> milk tea-> Hong Kong food-> Malaysian food-> and plenty to go. could hardly eat reaching Malaysian food. To go will help me for a few days. So many Malaysian restaurent in Houston none in Dallas. UNFAIR.
We reach Dallas around 1:30am
Dallas:
Dont feel like wanting to log in to facebook.
Sorry I made the decision during the trip. I guess its time to move on.
Lion
Trip to Corpus Christi, was rainy but we are the sun shine the Corpus Christi needs,
Day -1, We drove from Gary's house to College Station. The FUN-V started it journey. The journey takes about 3.5 hours but it was fun in the car, it didnt feel that long. We ate at TGI the fun n laughter we had as if we had drink a little.
Day 1, We were awake by 1+ am, so as planned we move out at 4am to my surprise we manage to get out by sharp 4 am. The drive there were pretty scary (there were no lights), didnt know texas has this much uphill n downhill. Then again Joe manage well with the roads. The journey there were fairly smooth after the hills portion. ariving 7 am, we had what-a-burger for breakfast. We went back to the motel to relax a little while waiting for the slight rain to stop.
The motel was fairly decent but there were better motel with the same price. Took a little nap, havent been sleeping too good lately so it will be a quick charge. Next stop, the beach. The beach were pretty dissapointing as wat i had imagine in my mine, not much better than galveston then again been so long didnt go to the beach. Corpus Christi will do for now. There were Sun, Beach but no Beach girls. I guess they have to work o well. The beach were full with Jellyfish, then again we still swim a little. Those little jelly fish wont stop us from having fun. Throwing everyone into the sea. Sorry for being a little too rough. For lunch we had Thai Spice. Absolutely rubbish. Thai food?? The only thing good about the restaurent was the enviroment other than tht. DO NOT ENTER worst business ever conducted. Expensive everything to the water. Food were so bad it cannot be describe.
In the evening we went on to USS Lexington a WWII aircraft carrier. It was a nice after the museum trip I was dead tired. We had dinner at Pier 99, the food was ok. Margarita was weird, but it helped me sleep.
Day 2, started 4 am we woke up to catch the sunrise. We had to walk pass the USS lexington, suddenly a van rush by came down 4 military looking personal. Asking what we were doing. Didnt expect an old aircraft carrier still heavily protected. We didnt see the sunrise as it was cloudy day. Denny's for breakfast. We decided to visit Padre Island it was 20 mins away from where we from. The beach had much finer sands. But at the end we did not go down cos it was raining, the waves were too strong.
In the afternoon it finally stop raining and we went to have fun again on the beach. I had tits and bird bird on the beach. At the end of the day I was left wit a cut on my feet and it was really deep. But it healed now.
We went for dinner shopping, we decided to have dinner in Joe's Crab. And it was the best meal we have in Corpus Christi.
Day 3, Eating spree.
Dim Sum in the morning 11 am. Egg Tart-> milk tea-> Hong Kong food-> Malaysian food-> and plenty to go. could hardly eat reaching Malaysian food. To go will help me for a few days. So many Malaysian restaurent in Houston none in Dallas. UNFAIR.
We reach Dallas around 1:30am
Dallas:
Dont feel like wanting to log in to facebook.
Sorry I made the decision during the trip. I guess its time to move on.
Lion
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Lifes hard
A hard decision to make, but I made it.
Life is tough- Mr. Kim, Hun
You are brighter than Sun Shine
Life is tough- Mr. Kim, Hun
You are brighter than Sun Shine
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Life is like a wheel.
Life is like a wheel.
Sometimes we are up on the wheel, sometimes we are at the bottom of the wheel.
when we are up on the wheel (having a good time) enjoy the moment. Be prepare as life might slowly dip down or take a nose dive. When we are at the bottom of the wheel, dont be despair. We can only go upwards from now on.
Sometimes we are up on the wheel, sometimes we are at the bottom of the wheel.
when we are up on the wheel (having a good time) enjoy the moment. Be prepare as life might slowly dip down or take a nose dive. When we are at the bottom of the wheel, dont be despair. We can only go upwards from now on.
these are the few things i keep to myself. To remind myself that I can never be always great nor I can never be always nobody. We will just have to do our best.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
A Special kind of Ride.
Saturday 07/13/08. After eating dinner and talking to Joe at May Hua's parking lot. We decided to go home after 1 am + . I drove home reaching home around early 2 am. Got down the car, didnt feel like going into the house. Started walking and walking. Tried calling Jenn, but she was busy. Continue walking and walking. Pretty nice, the cool wind comes and hitting on the face. Walking for almost 30 mins, called lam. But it was difficult to talk to her because the hard blowing wind making it difficult to listen to me. We stop talking on the phone. and I continue to walk towards the lake. It was still far, nothing able to stop me from watching sunrise alone although it was just 3 am. Just barely walking past the gas station with super loud music. A SUV pulled at my back. I turn around, the police men
Police : Hey, Wats up?
Me: Uh... Hey, Nothing much
Police: Do you have an ID with you?
Police : Wat are you doing here?
Me: Uh... Taking a stroll
Police: (Checking on his watch)... Taking a stroll at 3 am?
Me: Yea
Police: Do you know a lot bad things happen at night? Burglars? Accidents?
Me: uh... yea
Police: I think you should head home
Me: uh.. yea I guess so.
(Police handing back my ID)
Me: Uh thank you (walking further away from my home)
Police:(Police drove next to me).. Do you need a ride home?
Me: Uh....... Yea
Police: (Got of the SUV) Do you have any dangerous materials with you?
Me: Uh.. No
Police: (Checking on my pockets)
Me: Uh this is the wallet, cell phone and keys.
Police: Ok you can get up the car now
Me: Uh ok ( Wow although its an SUV I felt it was so tight inside, probably its to force people not able to kick inside the car, A fat man would have a hard time moving.)
Police: 29 , taking a male adult home. Check on 12487 Angelo Dr.
He drove 50+ in 45 area, typing on his keyboard while driving making him surve right and left. Fast rolling stops in all the stops signs. Remembering I was caught once for rolling stops. This is what police does what a good example he sets.)
Police: Which is your house?
Me: the last house in the corner on the left.
(Police opens the door) Here's your ID
Me: Uh... thanks ... Good night
Police: You have a nice night
That was a ride, no need to do any wrong still able to ride a police car.
One special ride home
Friday, June 27, 2008
I MISS HOME!!!
look at what I stumble upon.
its a forum mostly about klang and I saw this. the picture of lo si fun.. My favourite noodle shop arrrr!!!!!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
long but meaningful day...
woke up this morning to serve "A" cheerful and friendly people. Nice to have them, trully they kept me mesmerized from the stuff they talk about.
Starting a grill fire takes a lot of experience and not an easy task to do. Yea!!! finally i know how to start a fire grill easily. :) Something to learn each time.
After a long day cooking stuff, saw some of the folks boating. It is something I have not done in a long long time. Old memories of Daddy brings me to some lake, while waiting for Mummy to finish her KL Mahikari. I wonder where was that place. A place I want to go back.
Didnt like to grill things, often dont fine statisfaction out of my own cooking. Then luckily Way was there to cover my bad cooking. Cooking, needs a lot of talent, patient effort to do. Something I dont really have.
We later had a little chat with the granpa and granma. They are willing to share things with us, experience something we havent gone through. Something valuable that money cant buy. Something granma said made others started to feel really emotional. The younger granma besides me started to burst into tears when Granma A mention about her experience feeding her mother, something really touched our hearts. How a mother used to feed us when we were small. Most of the time its not an easy task (Believe me I seen my nephew takes his meal, it takes a lot of patient and most of all a lot of love. Something must always remember when think about our mother. THank you Mummy. ) When presented a chance to feed her own mother ( I would think people will think its a hassle, very time consuming and often doesnt enjoy it.) When presented a chance do it, do it with full of love as she had showed us uncontional love before. Remember all the hard work she had done for us. Provided us with the best-EST things in the world she can afford or possible find. Trully thinking back what had my mother gone through loving her makes things so much easier, walking with her holding her arms on the street makes me proud. " SHE IS MY MUMMY!!! THE BEST-EST MUMMY ONE CAN HAVE !!!!"
Thank you Mummy
Dedicate this post for you!
Starting a grill fire takes a lot of experience and not an easy task to do. Yea!!! finally i know how to start a fire grill easily. :) Something to learn each time.
After a long day cooking stuff, saw some of the folks boating. It is something I have not done in a long long time. Old memories of Daddy brings me to some lake, while waiting for Mummy to finish her KL Mahikari. I wonder where was that place. A place I want to go back.
Didnt like to grill things, often dont fine statisfaction out of my own cooking. Then luckily Way was there to cover my bad cooking. Cooking, needs a lot of talent, patient effort to do. Something I dont really have.
We later had a little chat with the granpa and granma. They are willing to share things with us, experience something we havent gone through. Something valuable that money cant buy. Something granma said made others started to feel really emotional. The younger granma besides me started to burst into tears when Granma A mention about her experience feeding her mother, something really touched our hearts. How a mother used to feed us when we were small. Most of the time its not an easy task (Believe me I seen my nephew takes his meal, it takes a lot of patient and most of all a lot of love. Something must always remember when think about our mother. THank you Mummy. ) When presented a chance to feed her own mother ( I would think people will think its a hassle, very time consuming and often doesnt enjoy it.) When presented a chance do it, do it with full of love as she had showed us uncontional love before. Remember all the hard work she had done for us. Provided us with the best-EST things in the world she can afford or possible find. Trully thinking back what had my mother gone through loving her makes things so much easier, walking with her holding her arms on the street makes me proud. " SHE IS MY MUMMY!!! THE BEST-EST MUMMY ONE CAN HAVE !!!!"
Thank you Mummy
Dedicate this post for you!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
Tired of Running...
This post been sitting in my draft forever. I know this post came out right afte the last one but it something I feel I want to finish.
I decided to jog after I had too much things in my mind. How much it clear my mind when I started to jog. The hard wind blown againts my body, making me much slower than my susal pace. Not that I jog often, I havent been jogging since last year. Do I try to jog when I have problems.? It seems that I do.
Remember the days, I jog every alternate days, from garden to garden. Most of the time I pick few friends house make it the point of destination. Sometimes I could jog reach the field play soccer then jog back home.It makes jogging much more interesting. On the days nearer to competition I dedicate to run almost everyday and other endurance practice. My prime days I could do 30 laps with no problem. My pick up days (days without training) I can do 10 laps without practice. Are those my peak?? Have I reach maximum of my potential? If so maybe Im not good as I think I am
I couldnt jog much now, I often give up halfway or less than that. Feel I am much heavier than I am used to. (thankful on that though). Feel tired easier, no desire to push my body. I give up on jogging easily.
I had this reflection the long time ago thats why this "jogging" became my topic. Jogging and Living through life has a lot in common. Sometimes we run up hill or down hill. We dont get to enjoy life all the time too, we have our ups and down too. So bear with the "downs" in our life and enjoy the "ups" in our life. Always think there will be another downhill coming after running so much in the uphill. Dont be despair if you day, weekend or even month is bad. Because the day will become better soon.
My peak endurance of my high school days, has it come to an end when I now hardly can run. I dont really know. This part of life, I call realising have I reach my potential in life? I always wonder. Can I be better? In life in studies, in work especially in games. But as soon as I think to myself I have reach my potential I wouldnt want to push it. A person should have the maximum potential but we will never discover the maximum if we continue to try.
Lastly please let me be able to push myself to run. I guess not I think I have to rely on basketball to force all this thing.
Lazy Lion
I decided to jog after I had too much things in my mind. How much it clear my mind when I started to jog. The hard wind blown againts my body, making me much slower than my susal pace. Not that I jog often, I havent been jogging since last year. Do I try to jog when I have problems.? It seems that I do.
Remember the days, I jog every alternate days, from garden to garden. Most of the time I pick few friends house make it the point of destination. Sometimes I could jog reach the field play soccer then jog back home.It makes jogging much more interesting. On the days nearer to competition I dedicate to run almost everyday and other endurance practice. My prime days I could do 30 laps with no problem. My pick up days (days without training) I can do 10 laps without practice. Are those my peak?? Have I reach maximum of my potential? If so maybe Im not good as I think I am
I couldnt jog much now, I often give up halfway or less than that. Feel I am much heavier than I am used to. (thankful on that though). Feel tired easier, no desire to push my body. I give up on jogging easily.
I had this reflection the long time ago thats why this "jogging" became my topic. Jogging and Living through life has a lot in common. Sometimes we run up hill or down hill. We dont get to enjoy life all the time too, we have our ups and down too. So bear with the "downs" in our life and enjoy the "ups" in our life. Always think there will be another downhill coming after running so much in the uphill. Dont be despair if you day, weekend or even month is bad. Because the day will become better soon.
My peak endurance of my high school days, has it come to an end when I now hardly can run. I dont really know. This part of life, I call realising have I reach my potential in life? I always wonder. Can I be better? In life in studies, in work especially in games. But as soon as I think to myself I have reach my potential I wouldnt want to push it. A person should have the maximum potential but we will never discover the maximum if we continue to try.
Lastly please let me be able to push myself to run. I guess not I think I have to rely on basketball to force all this thing.
Lazy Lion
Friday, May 16, 2008
Friday, May 09, 2008
Flames..
I felt stupid, really stupid for my actions.
Thinking this would be just another trip down to CS. In the car i pretty arrogant you might say. I thought I knew a lot of things about cars. But for the fact I do not. Today I nearly die in a car,
The car pop, smokes covered the windshield. Immedietly I stop, Joe and Jennifer went down. While Im still in the car, only thing i could think of is calling my sister. In the midst of the thick smoke Joe yelled "Get out the car Lionel, the car is on fire!!!!!" In my mind I still did not sense danger. Within minutes the car engulfed in flames. We couldnt retrieve our stuff: Joe's cellphone, Jennifer's luggage and camera and my shirt and boots. Helplessly we see the car burn to ashes.
Recollecting yesterday, I told Jennifer she must be careful while driving and telling her stuff that I knew. I never imagine my car could catch on fire. Feeling I knew nothing now. STUPID ME
In other side, I feel a little blessed that we did not crash and burn. But it only material lost. Remembering that I few times escape without a scratch.
1. I zigzag in Daddy's motorbike in pouring rain coming back from Gerald. Was fighting with the Kancil car. A slight knock I could have flown and hit the hard curb and died there.
2. I was angry after the football game. Was riding Daddy's bike again, In tight 90 turn I skid the whole bike, the step was scraping the floor. I could have lost my leg in that incident (Saw my boots it already out of shape already.
3. I had accident with the civic. I got off just with minor bruise.
4. And today's car accident. I could have killed Jennifer and Joe together.
Thinking again wouldnt be easier if I could only die in any of the accident. Probably I wouldnt be this messed up. Sigh.
Sorry I could have killed my friends. How can I ever pay back thier lives. Think of other people's safety when fetching others. A MUST THING TO REMIND MYSELF AND OTHERS
I lost Daddy's hard earned money again. Sigh, I am really sorry when things thought to be straightend up this happen.
If I were to go please let me go and alone.
Thinking this would be just another trip down to CS. In the car i pretty arrogant you might say. I thought I knew a lot of things about cars. But for the fact I do not. Today I nearly die in a car,
The car pop, smokes covered the windshield. Immedietly I stop, Joe and Jennifer went down. While Im still in the car, only thing i could think of is calling my sister. In the midst of the thick smoke Joe yelled "Get out the car Lionel, the car is on fire!!!!!" In my mind I still did not sense danger. Within minutes the car engulfed in flames. We couldnt retrieve our stuff: Joe's cellphone, Jennifer's luggage and camera and my shirt and boots. Helplessly we see the car burn to ashes.
Recollecting yesterday, I told Jennifer she must be careful while driving and telling her stuff that I knew. I never imagine my car could catch on fire. Feeling I knew nothing now. STUPID ME
In other side, I feel a little blessed that we did not crash and burn. But it only material lost. Remembering that I few times escape without a scratch.
1. I zigzag in Daddy's motorbike in pouring rain coming back from Gerald. Was fighting with the Kancil car. A slight knock I could have flown and hit the hard curb and died there.
2. I was angry after the football game. Was riding Daddy's bike again, In tight 90 turn I skid the whole bike, the step was scraping the floor. I could have lost my leg in that incident (Saw my boots it already out of shape already.
3. I had accident with the civic. I got off just with minor bruise.
4. And today's car accident. I could have killed Jennifer and Joe together.
Thinking again wouldnt be easier if I could only die in any of the accident. Probably I wouldnt be this messed up. Sigh.
Sorry I could have killed my friends. How can I ever pay back thier lives. Think of other people's safety when fetching others. A MUST THING TO REMIND MYSELF AND OTHERS
I lost Daddy's hard earned money again. Sigh, I am really sorry when things thought to be straightend up this happen.
If I were to go please let me go and alone.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Deep Thoughts..
Tired from work, got out of the car after hearing those painful words.
Carrying a load of things and some of my tacos fell, I pick it up realising it is a clear night with so many bright stars. Thought to myself, these were the stars made us fell in love with each other. The three stars we used to stare when we are out at night. Now its only me alone walk under the stars.
How can I bear to watch these stars again knowing we might not enjoy it anymore. Have I not show enough of love? Have I not care enough? It seems it was never enough, maybe I am not a good lover. Sorry to make you hurt, sorry for not care enough.
How can I sleep knowing Im not at your heart anymore
Carrying a load of things and some of my tacos fell, I pick it up realising it is a clear night with so many bright stars. Thought to myself, these were the stars made us fell in love with each other. The three stars we used to stare when we are out at night. Now its only me alone walk under the stars.
How can I bear to watch these stars again knowing we might not enjoy it anymore. Have I not show enough of love? Have I not care enough? It seems it was never enough, maybe I am not a good lover. Sorry to make you hurt, sorry for not care enough.
How can I sleep knowing Im not at your heart anymore
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Decisions
We have to all make decisions, sometimes there is decisions tough to make. Which is better, for oneself or for others. Do we have to make decisions just for ourself?? Or do we need to considerate others in our decision making.. Would sacrifice ourself to benefit others? We often see in movies where one have to make a decision to sacrifice itself to bring others happiness. I wonder how many could have done that. How many can make a decision to end some one's life if they are really in pain.
Little cow is going to leave us. Sis asked Why wouldnt I pay him a visit. Dont know why, I dont really want to meet him. Seeing him that weak makes me sad. But I finally took a look at him today. He is really weak, couldnt even lift up him head. Could only move his tail a little to acknowledge that Im there. Sad to see when you love something has to die and leave us and we will never meet again.
Little cow is going to leave us. Sis asked Why wouldnt I pay him a visit. Dont know why, I dont really want to meet him. Seeing him that weak makes me sad. But I finally took a look at him today. He is really weak, couldnt even lift up him head. Could only move his tail a little to acknowledge that Im there. Sad to see when you love something has to die and leave us and we will never meet again.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
A little memory ~
These few weeks came and go that fast. Times flies, sometimes i really wish that God would turn back the time. I always said if you can only turn back 4.5 years ago, I would do things much differently. If I knew I would be this bad. I want to be better. I felt I wasted a lot of things. Sigh
Sis and Family came back, I didnt know i miss them that much until they were gone. Baby Laynce came back but he isnt tht fat anymore. Suddenly, I think I saw my own reflection on him. Trully, he really does look like im small. Suddenly I fear, will he be like me. Its definately not a good thing. Sigh, helplessly scared he would be like me. Not that I did something really that bad . But I am dissapointed with myself. Hopefully he wont step the road I have walk.
Mag was talking the other day, If Jay will be like me that would be good. Sigh, even I dont want to be myself. How good would that be. Sadden myself
Trully regret I drag myself onto this path.
Lion
Sis and Family came back, I didnt know i miss them that much until they were gone. Baby Laynce came back but he isnt tht fat anymore. Suddenly, I think I saw my own reflection on him. Trully, he really does look like im small. Suddenly I fear, will he be like me. Its definately not a good thing. Sigh, helplessly scared he would be like me. Not that I did something really that bad . But I am dissapointed with myself. Hopefully he wont step the road I have walk.
Mag was talking the other day, If Jay will be like me that would be good. Sigh, even I dont want to be myself. How good would that be. Sadden myself
Trully regret I drag myself onto this path.
Lion
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Tired..
Tired is the only way I stop thinking about you. Bob Marley's song is so beautiful
Three Little Bird - Bob Marley
"Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!
"Rise up this mornin',Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birdsPitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songsOf melodies pure and true,
Sayin', ("This is my message to you-ou-ou:")
Singin': "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
"Singin': "Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!
"Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birdsPitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songsOf melodies pure and true,
Sayin', "This is my message to you-ou-ou:"
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
worry about a thing, oh!
Every little thing gonna be all right.
Don't worry!"
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing" -
I won't worry!
"'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
"Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right"
- I won't worry!
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, oh no!
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!
Bob Marley
If the we could only really let everything down. And dont worry, let him does it for me.
New found confidence, really hope I can bring this on court. Miss the old times
Three Little Bird - Bob Marley
"Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!
"Rise up this mornin',Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birdsPitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songsOf melodies pure and true,
Sayin', ("This is my message to you-ou-ou:")
Singin': "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
"Singin': "Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!
"Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birdsPitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songsOf melodies pure and true,
Sayin', "This is my message to you-ou-ou:"
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
worry about a thing, oh!
Every little thing gonna be all right.
Don't worry!"
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing" -
I won't worry!
"'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
"Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right"
- I won't worry!
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, oh no!
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!
Bob Marley
If the we could only really let everything down. And dont worry, let him does it for me.
New found confidence, really hope I can bring this on court. Miss the old times
Friday, March 21, 2008
Misery
I guess I have a lot of time to blog recently, I guess it should be a good thing to blog around.
Came back home, it was late... I dare not to look at her. Knowing we would be separated soon.. I will miss you so much
LBC
Came back home, it was late... I dare not to look at her. Knowing we would be separated soon.. I will miss you so much
LBC
Monday, March 17, 2008
Little Black Car
Tribute to little black car
She is sleek, elegant, sporty, loud, furious at times. But she is also gentle, comfortable and warm when needed to be.
This is the story of " Little Black Car" .... How we first met. It was a Saturday afternoon. My sister made an appointment with me to meet up with her. I didnt know what am i expecting actually it was my first time. I had to take an afternoon leave through the Mr. Indian ( I actually forgot his name). As usual to save his $ 2.50 / hour he reluctantly let me go. It was far and it took me an hour plus just to get to fort worth where the car dealer ship was.
We reach there around 3+ my sister told me it was the black car on the hanging garage thing.. On the first look she looks fine, later a big black guy came down asking which car we wanted to test drive. We pointed "her" she was raised down. We climb into her, took her for a spin she roar into life, I made up my mind then. She was I wanted. Sister has to come out with $500 for the deposit
when back X5 went down. Late for work but I was happy.
I still remember the day I got the car, we trade in red protege for $500. On the way back i stall the engine, and it wouldnt start back because of the rug stuck beneath the clutch.
I spent $99 for a detail car wash. It was good and its the first time i spend so much on cleaning the car.
Every week I wash the car at least twice a week, no matter how cold the weather was I still give her a nice bath despite the cold bite I get from my hands I still thinks that it is worth it. THe waxing i give it 3 hours minimum the shine i get out of it made me a proud owner. Hardly ever pump other gas station besides Shell. I give her the best Shell V-Power. Its getting more expensive i think its worth it compare to other gas. Would rather not drive it than putting in less good gas.
I remember people would laugh at her, her big ass wing made her rice-y. Yes I was young and green. I put down my head brace myself, putting up numbers better than those modify more than my car. learning as fast as I could at the end I was just a few seconds away from the STi-s .. they dare not to laugh at her anymore as she had earn thier respect already.
Now having to put up wit the life not having her around. The breeze i get driving her around. The confidence I get from getting her around. I think I will miss her a lot. I love you
"Little Black Car"
She is sleek, elegant, sporty, loud, furious at times. But she is also gentle, comfortable and warm when needed to be.
This is the story of " Little Black Car" .... How we first met. It was a Saturday afternoon. My sister made an appointment with me to meet up with her. I didnt know what am i expecting actually it was my first time. I had to take an afternoon leave through the Mr. Indian ( I actually forgot his name). As usual to save his $ 2.50 / hour he reluctantly let me go. It was far and it took me an hour plus just to get to fort worth where the car dealer ship was.
We reach there around 3+ my sister told me it was the black car on the hanging garage thing.. On the first look she looks fine, later a big black guy came down asking which car we wanted to test drive. We pointed "her" she was raised down. We climb into her, took her for a spin she roar into life, I made up my mind then. She was I wanted. Sister has to come out with $500 for the deposit
when back X5 went down. Late for work but I was happy.
I still remember the day I got the car, we trade in red protege for $500. On the way back i stall the engine, and it wouldnt start back because of the rug stuck beneath the clutch.
I spent $99 for a detail car wash. It was good and its the first time i spend so much on cleaning the car.
Every week I wash the car at least twice a week, no matter how cold the weather was I still give her a nice bath despite the cold bite I get from my hands I still thinks that it is worth it. THe waxing i give it 3 hours minimum the shine i get out of it made me a proud owner. Hardly ever pump other gas station besides Shell. I give her the best Shell V-Power. Its getting more expensive i think its worth it compare to other gas. Would rather not drive it than putting in less good gas.
I remember people would laugh at her, her big ass wing made her rice-y. Yes I was young and green. I put down my head brace myself, putting up numbers better than those modify more than my car. learning as fast as I could at the end I was just a few seconds away from the STi-s .. they dare not to laugh at her anymore as she had earn thier respect already.
Now having to put up wit the life not having her around. The breeze i get driving her around. The confidence I get from getting her around. I think I will miss her a lot. I love you
"Little Black Car"
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