Decisions

We have to all make decisions, sometimes there is decisions tough to make. Which is better, for oneself or for others. Do we have to make decisions just for ourself?? Or do we need to considerate others in our decision making.. Would sacrifice ourself to benefit others? We often see in movies where one have to make a decision to sacrifice itself to bring others happiness. I wonder how many could have done that. How many can make a decision to end some one's life if they are really in pain.

Little cow is going to leave us. Sis asked Why wouldnt I pay him a visit. Dont know why, I dont really want to meet him. Seeing him that weak makes me sad. But I finally took a look at him today. He is really weak, couldnt even lift up him head. Could only move his tail a little to acknowledge that Im there. Sad to see when you love something has to die and leave us and we will never meet again.