A little memory ~

These few weeks came and go that fast. Times flies, sometimes i really wish that God would turn back the time. I always said if you can only turn back 4.5 years ago, I would do things much differently. If I knew I would be this bad. I want to be better. I felt I wasted a lot of things. Sigh

Sis and Family came back, I didnt know i miss them that much until they were gone. Baby Laynce came back but he isnt tht fat anymore. Suddenly, I think I saw my own reflection on him. Trully, he really does look like im small. Suddenly I fear, will he be like me. Its definately not a good thing. Sigh, helplessly scared he would be like me. Not that I did something really that bad . But I am dissapointed with myself. Hopefully he wont step the road I have walk.

Mag was talking the other day, If Jay will be like me that would be good. Sigh, even I dont want to be myself. How good would that be. Sadden myself



Trully regret I drag myself onto this path.

Lion