I felt stupid, really stupid for my actions.
Thinking this would be just another trip down to CS. In the car i pretty arrogant you might say. I thought I knew a lot of things about cars. But for the fact I do not. Today I nearly die in a car,
The car pop, smokes covered the windshield. Immedietly I stop, Joe and Jennifer went down. While Im still in the car, only thing i could think of is calling my sister. In the midst of the thick smoke Joe yelled "Get out the car Lionel, the car is on fire!!!!!" In my mind I still did not sense danger. Within minutes the car engulfed in flames. We couldnt retrieve our stuff: Joe's cellphone, Jennifer's luggage and camera and my shirt and boots. Helplessly we see the car burn to ashes.
Recollecting yesterday, I told Jennifer she must be careful while driving and telling her stuff that I knew. I never imagine my car could catch on fire. Feeling I knew nothing now. STUPID ME
In other side, I feel a little blessed that we did not crash and burn. But it only material lost. Remembering that I few times escape without a scratch.
1. I zigzag in Daddy's motorbike in pouring rain coming back from Gerald. Was fighting with the Kancil car. A slight knock I could have flown and hit the hard curb and died there.
2. I was angry after the football game. Was riding Daddy's bike again, In tight 90 turn I skid the whole bike, the step was scraping the floor. I could have lost my leg in that incident (Saw my boots it already out of shape already.
3. I had accident with the civic. I got off just with minor bruise.
4. And today's car accident. I could have killed Jennifer and Joe together.
Thinking again wouldnt be easier if I could only die in any of the accident. Probably I wouldnt be this messed up. Sigh.
Sorry I could have killed my friends. How can I ever pay back thier lives. Think of other people's safety when fetching others. A MUST THING TO REMIND MYSELF AND OTHERS
I lost Daddy's hard earned money again. Sigh, I am really sorry when things thought to be straightend up this happen.
If I were to go please let me go and alone.
Thinking this would be just another trip down to CS. In the car i pretty arrogant you might say. I thought I knew a lot of things about cars. But for the fact I do not. Today I nearly die in a car,
The car pop, smokes covered the windshield. Immedietly I stop, Joe and Jennifer went down. While Im still in the car, only thing i could think of is calling my sister. In the midst of the thick smoke Joe yelled "Get out the car Lionel, the car is on fire!!!!!" In my mind I still did not sense danger. Within minutes the car engulfed in flames. We couldnt retrieve our stuff: Joe's cellphone, Jennifer's luggage and camera and my shirt and boots. Helplessly we see the car burn to ashes.
Recollecting yesterday, I told Jennifer she must be careful while driving and telling her stuff that I knew. I never imagine my car could catch on fire. Feeling I knew nothing now. STUPID ME
In other side, I feel a little blessed that we did not crash and burn. But it only material lost. Remembering that I few times escape without a scratch.
1. I zigzag in Daddy's motorbike in pouring rain coming back from Gerald. Was fighting with the Kancil car. A slight knock I could have flown and hit the hard curb and died there.
2. I was angry after the football game. Was riding Daddy's bike again, In tight 90 turn I skid the whole bike, the step was scraping the floor. I could have lost my leg in that incident (Saw my boots it already out of shape already.
3. I had accident with the civic. I got off just with minor bruise.
4. And today's car accident. I could have killed Jennifer and Joe together.
Thinking again wouldnt be easier if I could only die in any of the accident. Probably I wouldnt be this messed up. Sigh.
Sorry I could have killed my friends. How can I ever pay back thier lives. Think of other people's safety when fetching others. A MUST THING TO REMIND MYSELF AND OTHERS
I lost Daddy's hard earned money again. Sigh, I am really sorry when things thought to be straightend up this happen.
If I were to go please let me go and alone.
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