Tired of Running...

This post been sitting in my draft forever. I know this post came out right afte the last one but it something I feel I want to finish.


I decided to jog after I had too much things in my mind. How much it clear my mind when I started to jog. The hard wind blown againts my body, making me much slower than my susal pace. Not that I jog often, I havent been jogging since last year. Do I try to jog when I have problems.? It seems that I do.



Remember the days, I jog every alternate days, from garden to garden. Most of the time I pick few friends house make it the point of destination. Sometimes I could jog reach the field play soccer then jog back home.It makes jogging much more interesting. On the days nearer to competition I dedicate to run almost everyday and other endurance practice. My prime days I could do 30 laps with no problem. My pick up days (days without training) I can do 10 laps without practice. Are those my peak?? Have I reach maximum of my potential? If so maybe Im not good as I think I am


I couldnt jog much now, I often give up halfway or less than that. Feel I am much heavier than I am used to. (thankful on that though). Feel tired easier, no desire to push my body. I give up on jogging easily.




I had this reflection the long time ago thats why this "jogging" became my topic. Jogging and Living through life has a lot in common. Sometimes we run up hill or down hill. We dont get to enjoy life all the time too, we have our ups and down too. So bear with the "downs" in our life and enjoy the "ups" in our life. Always think there will be another downhill coming after running so much in the uphill. Dont be despair if you day, weekend or even month is bad. Because the day will become better soon.



My peak endurance of my high school days, has it come to an end when I now hardly can run. I dont really know. This part of life, I call realising have I reach my potential in life? I always wonder. Can I be better? In life in studies, in work especially in games. But as soon as I think to myself I have reach my potential I wouldnt want to push it. A person should have the maximum potential but we will never discover the maximum if we continue to try.

Lastly please let me be able to push myself to run. I guess not I think I have to rely on basketball to force all this thing.

Lazy Lion