I hate myself.

I thought I am finally better. I finally say im almost got over you.
Suddenly during the night I find myself waken, my heart beats so fast it woke me up. I know ive dreamt about you but I cant remember what it was.


sigh ..
i really an ass losing such a person
i cared too much of my pride
never tell her how i feel
never tell her how i trully feel about her
now she is gone, i can never tell her the truth anymore

So tell your love one, how much you love her. Cos you never know you might not have the chance to tell he or she. I know she didnt know how I feel. And I regretted it.

Lionel