Dear fucker please die and burn in hell

Dear fucker please die

Happy 24 Lionel...

This time of the year again how I used to ache for it to come faster, but last week I always thought it would be just another day....

12:08 am My last nine hours of being 23 i had to work. it was a long day, after work... felt emptiness so i decided to take a walk at wal-mart. Carl called to know where am I, and later MOM called me to go home for she had mangoes for me at home.

1 am: Driving back from Wal-Mart, think so this is it my birthday and it felt just another night. Emptiness overwhelmed my thoughts and perhaps sleeping early would be a good idea. Turning into the driveway i saw many pairs of legs behind the SUV. High beamed those who hid so terribly,and I got down my car said " You guys sucked" but deep inside I was trully touched that my friends took twouhe effort to give me the surprise. Little do I know they planned to kidnap me, covered in a Giant Bag, got carried ( trully scared they would throw me into the water).

1+ am: Arrived at Joe's was surprised there were so many people. after much eating and drinking and more drinking.

Thank you guys for the special birthday surprise I will forever remember this moment.

I had a fun day

errr jade dont push my camera away .. i am trying to get your pretty face...
I R LOST T.T

thanks guys I had so much fun today . XD

pain again

chest pains are frequent now 2 attacks in this month ... maybe time to go ??

Difficulties

The difficulties of life are intended to make us better, not bitter. - unknown

Problems..

If your everyday problems are weighing you down, there are millions of people on Earth who would gladly trade places with you right now. Share your problems with your true friend. When your true friend is some one reaches for your hand but touches your heart.

no matter??

… what circumstances life throws in your direction, you have to believe that you can handle it. It’s really about our perception. There’s no such thing as a bad circumstance. All those things we perceive as bad are actually real growing experience in life. You have to see that everything that happens to you has come into your life for a reason, an we are challenged in life because that’s what life is all about. Life’s about how we deal with those challenges.

Live the moment !!!

As we journey through life, we will learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us, probably will…We will have our hearts broken and we will break others’ hearts. There are times when we will fight with our very best friends, or maybe we end up falling in love with them…Time travels fast, and perhaps we will find ourselves in tears! So with life’s craziness, take as many pictures as we can, laugh too much, act crazy, forgive freely, and love as if we have never been hurt before…We must always remember that life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, or sometimes not even second chances! I guess we’ll have to live our lives to the fullest! Don’t forget to tell someone how much they mean to you..Don’t be afraid to tell someone off, speak out loudly and freely in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep until the sun comes up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until every part of your face muscles hurt..Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love…But most of all, we must LIVE IN THE MOMENT because every second that we spend being angry, sad, and despair may have been every second of happiness we can NEVER GET BACK!

A sad day ...

Our last picture together with Gary
I had to upload this ...
Babysitters season I
On mei's bday Gary had a nice smile
This picture is priceless, thank you Gary
Picture taken before we leave to pick Lam lam up from CS


FRIEND -

1.	a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

2.	a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.

3.	a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?

Gary was more than a friend to me

Knowing that today its a must to be in church because my important friend said to .. deep down inside probably would my last time worship Lord with Gary. I thought I would at least have a few days left.. when Andy Ho ( Pastor Ho ) announced that Gary would leave tomorrow morning.... I was surprised...( Hate you for that GARY)

I knew Gary few years back, he joined us playing volleyball... later we grew closer when we started to form a volleyball team... we practiced hard, basically he taught everything I knew about volleyball. He later taught me how to play basketball. Always respected him able to disect plays and his beliefs. We went to a trip together to Corpus Christie on 2008 it was one of my unforgettable trips we had all sorts of fun and jokes. I realized that he was so good in math he could solve math in few seconds (crazy, told him he should have majored in statistics and would have made a lot of money then) From then on we grew really close, from the court to everything. He taught me be a little less crazy (calm down like he always said), be good, honest, most of all trust in God as everything is from Him originally. I knew him better, he was a well respectable man from every walks of life.

Hate that he is leaving us, me especially. I saw people didnt give much reaction. I dont think some of his friends know he is leaving too. I was quiet unhappy, how could they act as if nothing happen when Gary goes back to HK. This is GARY YING we talk about, one of the respectable man in dallas. ( I know he isnt celebrity but he is nice and kind to everyone.) Probably I was just over reacting. Probably they would see him when they go back to Hong Kong. But what about me ??? I kept thinking I wont get the chance to see him again... Maybe that is why I am down now.

I have to respect that he already made his decision to go back to HK. Hope he would do well in HK, as he said God has plans for him already.

"God prepare us to meet together, so that we could learn something from each other. After we have done our deeds we need to go our separate ways. Do not be sad that we going to separate ways , So be happy that we met each other, cherish the good times we had together "- Carol Mo


I WILL MISS YOU MUCH, GARY.

some one promised to make me some egg tarts and noodles

~*Jennifer*~ says:
XDDDD
i cook u a big meal la

~*Jennifer*~ says:
egg tart and the noodles

LION-el #14- 溫友良 says:
u promised
~*Jennifer*~ says:
promised la
but don't know when we will have a kitchen to do it